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  • I have a ton of awesome TMI Tuesday questions (including a reeeally good one from my big sister nicbravo that I’m pretty excited to answer for her/y’all) but I’m taking a break to be a slut in a different way for a minute! Feel free to keep asking questions, they just might end up being answered into the night. TMI Tuesday thru Thursday! 



  • doyouplaybasketball

    What is the deeeeal with that? I love that you’re tall too! Dude, unite! “Do you play basketball” was suuuch a common question when I was still in school, and then there was a girl in town who apparently looked exactly like me and did play basketball. So people stopped asking, but only because they thought for sure I did. hahaha



  • doyouplaybasketball

    I recently measured this to make sure I knew exactly! I’m exactly 6’0.5” tall. I have been accused of being as tall as 6’4”, which was the biggest fucking eyeroll of my entire life*. I have also been accused of being as short s 5’9”, which was similarly absurd. 

    * Fellow beautiful and powerful trans women, while we’re doing all this rad stuff around building stronger communication within our community, can we fucking stop the constant competition to see who in the room is shortest? It bores the absolute fuck out of me. I’m however tall you need me to be to feel your fucking best, sweetheart— I’m 6’10”, I’m two stories high, I’m actually a 50 foot woman bending down very far. You’re the daintiest gal in the room, so fucking relax. If I strike up a conversation about height, it’s because I myself am insecure about my height and would like to get your perspective on your own height. I’m not trying to strip you of your title as Most Delicate and Effortless Beauty on This Earth because I probably really do think you’re the most delicate and effortless beauty on this earth, and when you offer shady speculation about my body it can hurt. So stop it? Like stop it forever.  



  • Anonymous

    Ooh, this one’s really tough. On the one hand there’s nothing like having my nipples played with? Feeling my partner’s fingers trace the edge where pink meets milk white, feeling them bring their index finger and thumb together over my hard nipple and tug while they watch my body flush. Kinda amazing. On the other hand having my partner’s fingers in my cunt, working me over to get me dripping is a guaranteed orgasm every time. A solid dicking is incredible but nothing’s quite like the targeted flexibility of the human hand~*~



  • Anonymous

    Make me an offer I can’t refuse. 



  • Anonymous

    I don’t know what to say to this at all! I don’t usually feel very attractive, if you want to be real. I’m drunk so being real is all I’ve got the faculties for just now. But um, like, so the thing is that most of the time I still assume that all anybody can see when they look at me is a gigantic man wearing makeup. And there’s absolutely nothing wrong with being a gigantic man wearing makeup, but that’s not my identity so feeling like that’s how I’m being viewed is rough. I get looked at kind of a lot when I’m in public, and I understand logically that it doesn’t necessarily mean I’m ugly but I always kind of assume that’s what it is. Boyfriend disagrees and so do lots of people I know probably, but I can never shake the fear that I’m a big public joke. 

    Starting Zoloft has really helped. I’ve started to look in the mirror and get what I think might be a more honest sense of myself. (Or a more delusional sense of myself! Who knows!) But like, I certainly don’t feel definitively attractive. 

    That’s a weird answer to your question! I’m sorry! haha If you have, like, a more specific thing you wanted to hear about I’d happily try again.



  • Anonymous

    That could be arranged. I do cam work sometimes (hi mom, hi friends) and I have an exhibitionist streak like a motherfucker, so I’d be willing for the right price~



  • Anonymous

    I don’t really know what this means! Like, position or dynamic or, like… mood? I mean I guess my favorite way to have sex is very aggressively. I like a lot of physical intensity, I like it when my partners leave marks, I like it when a partner throws me around because they’re singularly focused on the goal of exhausting us both and getting exactly what they want from me. 



  • Anonymous

    So I just got home from dinner with my mother and I’m completely drunk. I now have plenty of TMI Tuesday asks but I’m somehow just realizing that I’m going to have to answer these questions honestly and shit! I’m a slutty open book but I don’t usually talk to tumblr about this shit. Hi. 

    To put it delicately, I am filthy faggot slut identified. I’m super submissive and love sexual service, being obedient to satisfy the needs and desires of my partner. I like sucking dick and having my mouth fucked, I like being grabbed my the hair and pinned down and pounded. I’m so fucking into being fingered, y’all. I’m also a total bratty princess sometimes who wants to be admired and doted on. I like having my dick sucked, I like being told I’m a good boy/girl/slut, I like having my hair played with while I suck cock. I loooove having my nipples played with in basically any way. My nipples are my on switch. Even getting close to them makes me wet, and extended attention makes orgasm about one million times easier to reach. (Orgasm’s not easy for me to reach in general.)

    I am, bless my heart, a bottom through and through. People always expect me to be switchy, but topping is just not my thing at all and having so many people assume I’m into it has made me even less interested. 



  • charlesquiles:

Muay Thai Master, Tyler Peterson
By Charles Quiles

    charlesquiles:

    Muay Thai Master, Tyler Peterson

    By Charles Quiles

    (via frkrsng)

  • heauxxxx replied to your post: anonymous asked:Do you still have…

    you could get a paypal donate button thing on your blog to help raise funds

    I’ve thought about that kind of thing but I get so, so anxious about asking people for help and I never want anybody to think I’m, like, some money grubbing selfish girl or anything. Because I know how lucky I ultimately have it? I always feel good about receiving help but I’m scared for people to think I expect help! 



  • Anonymous

    Ooh, y’all are getting right to the body shit! That’s aight, because I am, as aforementioned, completely fucked up. I haven’t had genital reconstruction because I’m young and poor, but since I started Zoloft a few months ago I haven’t had nearly as much trouble with dysphoria around the way my junk is shaped. Boyfriend’s been really cool about helping me keep myself sane with that shit.

    It’s something I’d love to do someday soon I think, and I’ve got very close friends who are trying to help me find ways to raise funds for it when the time is right. 



  • projectiledamage:

    neutralize:

    neutralize:

    Because if so I think I want in. Maybe. 

    (tapping fingers on desk)

    I’ll do it if you do

    Oh, I’m definitely doing it. I’m just waiting for the TMI questions to come in, but my super sweet and respectful anons are trying to play it coy. I’m drunk and stoned, Tumblr. I can’t stop giggling. Ask me questions I wouldn’t normally answer. 



  • neutralize:

    Because if so I think I want in. Maybe. 

    (tapping fingers on desk)



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